If I've learned anything it is that being in a relationship with myself and going on daily yoga dates is social suicide. I'm lucky, because of this blog and because of my constant need to be in touch, basically everyone I know understands that this is a temporary respite from socializing. However, I must say, I feel like that girl who ditches all her friends and good times to stay at home and watch a movie on the couch with her boyfriend. I don't want to be that girl. To make the occasional sacrifice for a relationship is fair. To constantly have to say no to invitations is not my style. I love and cherish my ability to say yes to last minute plans.
I love what this experience is giving to me. I love that I've made and kept a commitment, but I'm ready for some breathing room. I'm looking forward to nights out without the nagging feeling that I need to get home and sleep so I can go to class the next day. I'll be celebrating when this is over and then changing my relationship with Yoga so that it can enhance my life versus become my life.
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